First of all, as you can see i havent really been using my xanga much, buh i will still use it once a while or whenever im bored. okay, so to catch up on somethings, of couse.. im sure by now most of you kno i injured my elbow.
          what happend to my elbow..? well.. unfortunately i was at cheer practice and my stunt group and i were trying on this cool stunt, and as we were doing it, i fell down pretty fast and hard.. and first place landed was my elbow.. and after that i heard a loud "pop".. and i started to feel so much pain in my arm.. and i started crying and saying things like.."omg..omg.. omg..  my arm. my arm.. ugHhh.!! " .. and pretty much laid there in the dirt, not moving with tears in my eyes .. and .. my coach and ms kidd called the ambulance and i was sent right away to the arcadia hospital. omg.. when the ambulance came and picked me up to put me on the bed thing and into the ambulance car was a PAIN in the ass.. omg.. i was horrible just being in the ambluance car because the ride was bumpy too. well, after i arrived at the hospital, they took exrays.. and after 2 hours, they finally poped my arm back in. they said it was a pretty bad ARM DISLOCATION.. with a TINY FRACTURE.. yea.. i hated it.. and i nva thought something liek that would have happened to me.:[ .
       But not, im getting alot better.. started from moving my fingers .. to picking up a cookie .. then slowy writeing with my right hand againg.. to touching my face to put makeup on .. and picking things up.. and yay.. i can do so much things now.. well .. sort of. i cant extend my elbow or cheer and stunt right now. i really wish i could. HOMECOMMING is comming up soon, and i wanna be able to stunt and dance.. and go out.. but yea.. i've been exsersizing my arm alot.. so it can quickly heal. ..okay.. enough with that. i just really wanted to thx all my cheer "rios" [ christine, ines, natasha,vivian] for visiting me.. all the time and making me posters .. floweres and being there for me. and my LOVELY kute boyfriend [tim] come caring and doing everything for me.. makeing sure i was confortable and cooked and so much more.. i love yooh baby.. :] .. and of course im not going to forget yoou girl.. i love you katcyn and brenda.. thx you for visiting me.. and statying when i still had tutor.. and bringing me a whole bunch god YUMMy food and snacks.. you guys kno mee too well.. and yea.. clam chower.. is the shit.. haha.. love u guys.. and philup and guani.. haah.. i ddint for get u guys.. okay.. so yea.. i really appreshate it u guys.. it was so sweet.. i wont forget the things you guys did for me.. :]
       Yay!.. i am excited for this month of october, because of all the exciting events comming up. theres.. of course halloween.. homecomming game.. homecomming dance.. halloween parites... and dances.. birthdays.. and much more.. yay!. im excited.. haha

omg.. well i kno i usually dont write in this anymore.. buh i just need to tell someone. or just let out wah on mi mind rah now. cuhz.. if i call ANYONE. it wont help.. i'll just get more pissed. or stressed out... well yea.. i felll that i have soo much to doo.. and i feel bad at time wen i have to cancel things.. and like.. ahh.. haha.. ok.. lets just pretend this is my duiary rah now.. ..DEAR DIARY, today i was hoping to go to the mall with my friend today.. the problem is that i also have to go to a fashion show tonight.. and its all the way at long beach marriot hotel, so i rah now.. dont have a ride.. and in order for me to go to the mall.. i gotta make shure who's taking me at wah time.. and get ready b4 they come and pick me up. well.. i reallie do want to go shoping and i just dont want my friend to be like.. wtf is wrong with her.. why is she like geting all anaal about alll this.. its nothing.. yoh kno..? buh.. noo.. its not like that .. i reallie do .. well.. i hope she doesnt think that way tho.. and i hate how my dad always think im dont do shit around teh stupid house.. I DOO.. i did the laundry last night.. and he's all sayig .. YOUH DONT.. buh i do. nd teh thing is that i dont see him doing shit around the house.. seriously.. yea.. well.. i hate how my dad has to be so strick... like.. its so embrassing.. cuhz im already a junior.. and i feel as if i cant do alot of things.. or go out as much as the other people.. . and its liek.. everywhere i go.. MY DAD.. has to take meh.. no one esle.. cuhz he thinks im gonna get in a car accident and DIE or some shit.. well.. more likey if "other friends" drive.. cuhz he things they drive wrecklessly.. damm.. well i already have my license.. and he's all saying i kant drive YET.. ONLY because.. im always late for skoo in the morning.. and he thinks i'll be rushing to skoo.. and that dangerious.. well.. i think that kinda dumb.. i 'll probablie try my best to wake up earlier.. cuhz i'll kno my self that iNEED too wake up earlier.. cuhz I .. my slef.. dont want to be in that sitution.. rah..?? well i guess maybe he doesnt understand.. or maybe its just mee.. i might not be ale to understand everything.. buh.. im trying to think of the comment sense things.. haha. ok that sentense doent make any sense.. buh w.e .. well.. yea.. just wanted to type a little bit of something, cuhz im was just in a bad mood.. and i'll just start pmsing everhwere.. soo. yea.. writeing in this really helps meh.. lol.. mMM.. i guess the other promblems that i have.. are still in my way.. buh at least im not going crzy anymore.. lOl.. yea...  OK... and what i wriote diwn there.. that.. haha. i tried to write a entry liek 3 times..and it didnt work.. so ijust closed the box.. and i guess.. SOME words got sumitted and showed up onto my site.. haha.. weird.. mMmk..